Depression where does it come from?  I have no idea but it can consume us.  I as well as many others suffer form this disease.  Pills help at times but not all the time.  I've been told to pray about it, let go and let God, God can heal it.  I know it, but I don't practice it.  Currently it is sucking me into a deep hole.  Things in my life seem out of control.  I had/have dreams and trying to fulfill those and I can't seem to get there.  WHY?!?!